yeah~! finally finish exams. last sub is math1421 today...can confidently i can pass this paper, cos e stats part is not as bad as i thought. haha.

received my KK cd today. and matsu takako's cd. ve a nice hols for me!

last paper on 5dec...nt really in the mood to study la, after knowing that i wld flunk  my chem n stupid gek1517. decided to study my mods that i really interested in, so that if i do badly for finals i still wld ve enjoyed the learning process. some girls behind me were discussing abt e gek1517 paper and they were saying"waste my time la, in the end still ve to get another gem B mod next sem" "sure fail one la, totally lost"...hope all the ppl doin that paper had the same feeling as me. ADVISE TO ALL TAKING GEM B MODULE...DUN TAKE GEK1517 UNLESS YOU ARE V.GOOD AT MATHS. (or, if u r prc or foreign students or someone with high IQ) then the chem paper was like shit also...even if i had memorised the whole textbook i still wld nt know how to ans seriously...so thinking qn. really testing on the understanding. i am bad at inorganic chem...esp those chapters with elements and LE and LA,LB...lookin forward to organic chem.

*think no one really read thru my ranting on exam papers*

flag of our fathers opened on 30th! gg to watch after i finish my exam on tue! =D

watched the whole jap drama series 1 Litre of Tears. abt a girl, Aya diagnosed with Spinocerebellar ataxia (SCA),resulting in unsteady and clumsy motion of the body due to a failure of the fine coordination of muscle movements, along with other symptoms,Generally, a sufferer retains full mental capacity but may progressively lose physical control.

super touching show. cried like shit. cried for every episode. the worst part came when Aya has to leave her sch, and moves to the special sch for the disabled. and when she tries to call her mother fr the hospital but cannot because she can't move her hands....and when the situation becomes so bad that she has to point the alphebats to convey her messages(can no longer speak or write) so sad......adapted fr a true story. in the end she din make it. and i really shed one litre of tears. a nice family Aya had...and friends. highly recommended. really, even the most cold-hearted man will cry lor.

and the drama is not like those cheesy korean dramas where the female lead always die in the arms of the lovers...this drama is so real, as if Aya is someone u noe, and it hurts to see her ailing every episode. the feeling of loss after watching lingers. (and puffy eyes too)

had to start revising my maths tmr!

a bit shocked that i get some of my concepts WRONG. dunno what happened during cls. dun feel confident in answering chem qns. =(( then i dun understand most of the materials taught in maths mod...gg to die for finals. =((

and everytime i read my textbk my eyes will droop. eyelids will shut down, as if it is some kind of reflex action. how am i gg to revise my stuff liddat????? tmr tryin out the exam qns. if i can grasp my concepts by tonight.

natalie having her first sub tmr. gd luck to her =) 

i dunno wat is wrong wif me.

ve to put off everything till the last min. a leopard can't change its spots, i guess. =P but i DID study a bit, like browsing through the text bk. understanding the material is more impt. dunno why, ve to spend like 2 hrs reading irrelevant stuff then i can start work proper. what is wrong with me really?

feel like going bed right after i finish watching tv. a weekend gone wasted. (nt really wasted, but most of the time...)

i wish i can be like koichi. he is working on his new album, just 3 more weeks till release date. ve faith in him, he will do a good job i believe.

and me? hmm. better go offline soon and start revising!

aiyo so many horror movies coming up(and showing now)..

final call

the grudge2

colic

(=>A<=)  want to watch!

feeling kind of down yest..kena kb by prof. i din slp lor, i was on the verge of dying of starvation, tts all. tts why i close my eyes for like, 15 sec. then so embarrassed. but as always, i kept a poker-face and pretended nothing had happened. "huh i slpet meh" tt kind of face. but cld sense the piercing LOOK fr prof =P

but that was the last tut. haha. nvr gonna see him again. but then i was thinkin of asking him qns....a bit paiseh to approach him leh. and i got no frens taking the same mod =(

then the comp was damn slow. @%$#^%$#&%$ dunno wat happen. maybe i kena virus again???

then took my chem quiz. =P flunk the test maybe cos i ve nt been studying. trial exam la. i hope i get some of the facts right. the rest i crapped thru. but i am sure i can score on the cross-word puzzle. (ya, so fun, exam gt crossword puzzle). then how am i supposed to know wat is red n black phosphorus?! (maybe it is in the textbk, din read finish mah) but anw, it is just a trial exam. and it is reasonable that i din manage to study finish.(i mean, who wld? maybe there are ppl who did)

kitty so poor thing, no canned food to feed on. just boil some chicken for him. hope he eats it.

gg to sleep and wake up like 6am tmr to go to tt BORING UNINTERESTI
NG math stats tut. (i dunno how to do the whole thing, haha, wish me luck =P)

ve to really start revising my work though i ve nt finish my tutorials..-_-'' and some mods still haven finished their lectures. and i m dying for all my mods. like dun really understand everything and everything seems blurred. (though i know how to do the tutorials) aiya. better start reading my textbooks and alll those stuff.

kinda worrying for my gek1517. i still cldn't get the proof right. and the damn lecturer is useless. wonder how he can set up a course liddat. well, some ppl may like it. but i guess i m nt the only one. saw a couple of PRCs also struggling during the test. haha<-- wicked =P

uni really got all kinds of ppl. dunno le. i mean, i find ppl weird and others may find me weird too(i nvr smile or speak or look at others in the eye, really. no interactions except maybe passing the cls register ard) some weird ppl are really weird. like storming into the cls and snatching the cls register without even saying thanks, then left the cls early and threw the cls register to someone as if that person is her servant, ve to pick up after her. seeing these kind of ppl makes me mad. >:( maybe i m too sensitive.

dun really like sch. a sch without frens. boring. boring boring. <--stop grumbling la, go do work, now no time to be frustrated.

hais, guess life is like this.

going to sleep. tmr ve to mug/chiong finish tut.

mom quickly come back leh so i dun ve to waste my time and energy cooking/washing dishes/sweeping floor/boiling tea/feeding & picking after kitty/washing the sweeper/scrubbing the kitchen... i guess ve to endure for another week ><

wento watch death note today..free tix fr GV cos sis got some voucher/coupon? haha. the movie is ok. quite loyal to the manga. but the gf part a bit..i was like "huh?? got this part meh??" when i watched. a bit worried abt part2(world premiere in HK! lol want to fly back) cos a lot still haven been told. and misamisa has nt gotten the death note O_o and i think they will skip the part when L died. dun think there will be L's successor's part coming in part2. huh. a bit funny leh.

anyway. part 2 will be showing in december. soon! after i finish my exam hohohoho.

speaking of exam. it's coming in a mth's time O_o omg. must revise everything now. and i still got some assignments/tutorial/lab report haven cleared. douuuuuuushiooo?? relax relac. dun panic. give myself 2 weeks to clear. then mug mug mug for two weeks then EXAM.

natalie asked me out during the hols. lol. and asked me what ss mod i taking next sem so we can take tog. honestly, if nt for her speaking up, i think i will still be sitting in lectures alone. wonder how she 'chose' me from the start. i look harmless i think? =P hahaa anw. good to know at least one person in uni. got know some ppl during lab la, yvonne i think. she qt funny. saw her keychain which is shaped like a pile of shit haha so cute. <-- i got weird taste. seeing her makes me feel happy.

i guess i will be sitting alone in lecture most of the time bah.

dun see myself getting close to anyone.

hais. uni life.

n ve to think wat to wear to sch everyday(i wish i ve more t-shirts)  

read ST this morning and saw this article abt french singer Alizee. suddenly i rmb who she is..saw her on MTV some yrs back..then i search on youtube and the memory hit back. "ohhh~tt girl" moi...lolita. dunno a word she is singing. but the song sounds ok. a bit addicted to it now =P

yah, a lot of fans know this alr..kk releasing their new single Harmony of December on 11/29. i think there isn't a I album coming this yr. i guess. maybe pushed over to next yr....10th anniversary! \(^o^)/

nowadays not bloggin abt kk stuff here..got my chi kk blog to manage haha(update on that blog more often ><)

now read so many reports abt koichi's solo con..just want to fly there and see him (no tix, no time) but exam is coming in a mnth's time. gotta buck up. i think i need textbooks. (cheat money lor, ve to get two textbooks for one chem mod, one for part one and one for part two...broke liao) hope co-op still has the textbooks. if not i ve to go lib n study there >< 

and i realised that the stupid gek1517 mod is not entirely open book, can only bring a help sheet. WTH. ve to squeeze my writings. i doubt i will pass that mod. >< having two exams on that day leh...one in morning, one in afternoon. dying.

i think i shld start mugging from tmr onwards. setting aside two study hours per day till exam comes. but i still got housechores to do. aiya. ve to find a way to squeeze my study time. (studying on trains..buses..study anytime,anywhere)  

mugger. =P